Hi everybody.

Will most likely be my last post of the year.....*sniffle*.  i'm actually glad to see this year go.  I don't even know if I'm going to get honor roll this quarter.  Like my mom said the only good thing about it was Josh being born and me turning 16!!  Durning the break I am going toattempt to reconstruct myself.    Because as you guys know I'm not the most stable person there is.  So i've gotten tired of it and it's about time as well.  I've got some books I am going to read and get my act together.  It won't be over night I already know that but the only way to get anywhere is to take the first step.

It seems like nobody ever visits here anymore so i have another  site now.  It's on Deviantart!!!!  Yes I finally broke down and gotten one too!!!!     

Here's the link:  http://lovely-rikku.deviantart.com/journal

I hope every body has a Merry Christmas and has a Happy New Year!!!

Hi everybody.

Will most likely be my last post of the year.....*sniffle*.  i'm actually glad to see this year go.  I don't even know if I'm going to get honor roll this quarter.  Like my mom said the only good thing about it was Josh being born and me turning 16!!  Durning the break I am going toattempt to reconstruct myself.    Because as you guys know I'm not the most stable person there is.  So i've gotten tired of it and it's about time as well.  I've got some books I am going to read and get my act together.  It won't be over night I already know that but the only way to get anywhere is to take the first step.

It seems like nobody ever visits here anymore so i have another  site now.  It's on Deviantart!!!!  Yes I finally broke down and gotten one too!!!!     

Here's the link:  http://lovely-rikku.deviantart.com/journal

I hope every body has a Merry Christmas and has a Happy New Year!!!

Hiya I am so hyper!!!! 

Come on and join the party!

 !

lets see.  yesterday i had to do all of my homework because i thought that there would be school today and i almost killed myself doing it and i'm not done yet i have to finish it sometime today.  I wanted to do some this morning but.....i went out in the snow.....lol...

When i came back in i played with my dad and we watched and laughed at survior and we watched Smallvile.  they were both really good.  Then when dad went to sleep i started playing mortal kombat THE ORINGINAL!!!  thats right the 1993 version!!  Sonya is my girl she was beating the mess out of everyone.....okay i got pulverized by the game because its been a while since i've played it...lol...

Now i'm sitting here watching Full House.  there have been so many memories to come out today its remarkable!!!!  i just called some people but they didn't have time to talk to me....Screw them for right now!!  i have enough here to keep me company!!! 

I'm going to watch Aladdin when I get off of here!

By guys!

hey guys

I don't have to work today so I'm sitting at the deesk with my pj's still on.  So far I've got a lot of stuff to do but I don't feel like doing any of it.  I've got a picture of Ashley to finish before Mondday for Sammy if he comes to school, then clean my room because it looks like a war zone in there.  i would DDR but my freaking dad took the memory stick because I feel asleep early and had left the mat out.  Thats one reason why I hate it here.  It's to many stupid things going on around here. 

i'm going back to college surfing now so I'll most likely get irritated again because I can't find what I need but there is always still hope.  I can't decide on wheteher or not i want to go to the Savannah College of Art and Design.  It seems really cool.  if I don't go there for a bachelors degrree I most likely will go there for my masters in Animation and get a minor in storyboarding and possibly something else.  The resaon why I'm searching so much is because I don't want to have senoir year  roll around and have nothing planned Because I want to enjoy that year and have as little stress on myself as possible.

Anywho I'll see or call you guys later.

 

+My one true love+

ah yes the new man in my life is the best I've only known him for two days but it has been worth it!!  *at first i thoght he was a she * 

More info later busy now!

Out of the box out of the box!

Swiper no swipping Swipper no swipping!!!! 

its the noodle Its the noodle dance!  Noddle its the noodle dance!

MAIL CALL!!  its the mail it never fails it makes me wanta wag my tail everytime it comes I want to wail MAILLLLLLL!

All around the mulberrybush the nokey chased the weasel....it was all in fun POP goes the weasel.

there was a hole there was a hole the prettiest hole that you eber did see that you eber did see and the green grass grows all around all around and the green grass grows all around!......There was a tree ......

 

I just had to delete a post because someone named hj...something or other had posted and put up all of these links to porn.  it was like at least 20 of them.  I was going to cuss his @$$ out but for some reason i think he tried to put a virus on here because over 43 pop ups came up.  I had to actually trun the computer off and restart it just to get it to stop and even then i still had problems.  He had things like XXX gay porn  What the Fu%! and all this other crap that I need not say.  I want to punch this bit#^ in his or her face sor that.  I am being so freaking nice right now and not say whaat I want to say because I don't want to scare anybody because I can go off and be a straight up Bi*tc&

LOOK don't post ANYTHING related to pron on here that is where I draw the freaking line at!!! 

whats everybody up to??  I know Elly and Sam and E and I think Darron or in ocean city by now.....lucky.....  Anyway Yet again I am stuck in art class again.  *snore*  There is nothing to do in here. If this was my art class I would be outside on the field somewhere drawing what I see.  Thats why I don't really like it here we never get to do anything.  I need to make up a portfolio so I can get into a good college.  I need to have it so that I can draw in different mediums to show that I am versitle but I don't have any money to buy anything.  There is nobody in here to talk to excrpt Tameka.

I finnaly got my who's who book today today! it has my picture in it and it has my name and achievements in it!!!! tha bad thing is that since so many people are in the book they had to make the font like 8 Times New Roman or something so is a little hard for someone with out good eyesight to read it. I feel smart now. That's enough motivation right there to make me really work at getting that 4.00 GPA.


BTW I found tard in there too!!!!! Good Job!!

its like i'm invisible. no one ever notices me. maybe thats why i'm the way i am. it like im living but but i'm empty inside. i'm hallow. i'm cold and its like theres nothing to warm m up. i must be lonely again. no one ever truely notices me.